yukigakure... winter wonderland... XD

School Holiday blahs.

2009-11-12T05:09:00.000-08:00

Well, apparently the school holidays are in session. I mean have been in session for about 2 weeks now.And apparently we're supposed to enjoy them

YEAH RIGHTTTTT...

But choir was pretty fun I suppose.

Though I supposedly can't go for camp.

You'd think after 3 years with this choir, I'd get to go for at least one of their annual camps, right?

Well, think again, cuz I haven't and apparently, I can't.

Yay, joy. So not happening.

And I've actually been looking forward to this.

Since, like, October.

I cannot believe this.

I'm ranting. This is totally irrelevant.

Or maybe it is, I don't know. You tell me.

See? I don't even understand what I'm talking about anymore. JOY.

I guess this is really important to me. Otherwise I guess I wouldn't even bother.

Like, whatever.

I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want to do anything. I just want to go for choir. And now I can't. Yay.

It sucks, you know?

Not being able to do something you really want to, and the way people just dismiss your most perfect pasttime as... Not worth it.

And the same people tell you that they're concerned, and want you to do what you're interested in, and the very next second just deprive you of your long-time hobby.

It's ironic, I suppose. This isn't really a good time to talk. This isn't really a good time for anything but choir.

Which is where I'm supposed to be, even though the people there have crappy attitudes towards singing, and we don't get anything but scoldings.

For the past three years, I've gotten nothing but trouble from choir. Be it with the teachers, instructors, people or my parents. Nothing but the very worst of trouble.

I've done everything I could for this cause. I've been trying to improve, getting scolded and pressurised EVERY single day by my dad to quit, being disliked by the seniors, not having many people to relate to in this damn CCA, but still staying on.

And I've gotten nothing back.

So why do I care so much?

I have no idea. And I don't really care.

I like singing. Okay, wait, understatement. I love singing. It's one of the things I can't live without. Going for choir has no other purpose. Maybe to while away time on this pointless holiday. Maybe to get out of the house. Maybe to see a couple of friends. But mostly, and most importantly to sing. To learn more about my own voice, and how I can maximize it's potential. I take singing as seriously as any other acedemic subject.

So why can't I just do it?

Post-Exam=Post-Mortem

2009-10-29T18:09:00.000-07:00

You know, it's that usual lull after the exams where everyone is just so unmotivated and... Well, completely unwilling to do anything. I mean, that's not a bad thing, but sometimes, it gets real boring.

Expecially if you're an otaku without constant computer excess.

But i guess that's still somewhat bearable.

Keyword here is somewhat.

Really, i totally miss watching anime for the entire afternoon. I still haven't caught up on Naruto, Inuyasha, Gintama, Pandora Hearts, Full-Metal Alchemist and Kobato. And Hitman Reborn. Damn i'm missing out. I mean, look at that list. And there are still more animes I want to watch, but haven't gotten the chance to.

Not to mention the fanfictions. In total, I have 10 fanfictions either waiting to be updated or to be properly put onto the screen. Or written on paper. Whatever, but really, that's alot to be written. Too bad the computer is out of bounds to me, as long as my mum's home, anyway.

No phone, cuz mum confiscated, no MP3, because of a spotcheck. And oh, please, I didn't even know it was in my bag until she pulled it out, for cryin' out loud.

Like, damn all this crap. Just let me go out or something. But hey, i guess it's okay.

for those of you who are reading this, sorry if i made your bad day worse, or your good day a little sad. Just because I have problems doesen't mean everyone else doesn't, right?

Damn i gotta cheer up.

At least the hols are starting.

I think.

Back to school...

2009-01-14T00:25:00.000-08:00

Yo people.

Like my new blogskin? My best friend created it for me!

And by the way, yes, i know, i haven't been updating.

Kill me then.

i'm back to school already.

Yay. Joy.

It's the first week of school and yet... I'M ALREADY DROWNING IN HOMEWORK.

JOY.

Anyway.

You people reading this, stop now.

Cuz you really should be spending your time watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn.

Yea, you heard me. i mean read me. i mean... AH WHATEVER!! You get the point.

Oh, and also check out the new playlist.

LOVE IT.

I ORDER YOU TO.

And watch Law of Ueki while you're at it.

Both rock.

It's up to you what you want to watch first.

Watch both.

i don't care.

Oh yeah. One more thing.

No insulting the blogskin.

Cuz that's me.

In a way.

Okay?

Ja, mata.

GOMEN!!!

2008-11-12T02:27:00.000-08:00

Okay, first things first.

SORRY!!!

i've been abandoning my blog.

So hate me.

i don't care.

Moving on.

NEW ANIMES.

Soul Eater

Jigoku Shoujo

Rozen Maiden

Those for now. Cuz i haven't been looking out for new animes.

Next, for the rants.

i'm going to Korea in like, 2 days.

And to tell you the truth, i'm looking forward to it.

SLIGHTLY.

Yup. I know

Also, i thought i could tell you guys something interesting

Do you guys know the word that means to throw specifically SOMEONE out of a WINDOW?

And yes. It has to be a person, and it has to be a window.

Guessing?

Well

The word is

DEFENESTRATE

i know.

Totally weird.

True purposes...

2008-10-08T02:11:00.001-07:00

Yo, minna.

Shiro here again. Just wanted to do a first, real, serious post.

Anywaes.

Here it is.

Hii everyone! I promise not to be too icy to anyone... If there's anyone, that is.

I'm trying to maintain a cool front and sarcastic remarks about anything and everything.

MOVING ON.

So, my true intentions for this blog are:

1. To prove that I can actually stay dedicated to something.

2. To let you guys know what exactly are my feelings about anything I find infurating.

3. To improve the way I express myself.

4. To recommend animes.

5. To recommend GOOD japanese songs. Slow ones, that is. (MUSIC AT THE SIDE!!!)

6. To be socially interesting,

So yeah.

Those are the real reasons.

Anywaes,

For today, the recommended animes for action lovers are these...

Naruto

Naruto Shippuuden

Bleach

12 Kingdoms.

Inuyasha

For romance lovers...

Shugo Chara

Love Hina

Chobits

And for childish people...

Akizukin Chacha

ALL in japanese dub. I don't care whatever subs you read, but JAPANESE DUB!!

The websites where you can find all of these anime are...

www.animebrowser.blogspot.com

www.ifyouwas.com

www.megavideo.com

www.veoh.com

www.animeviewer.net

And of course,

www.youtube.com

OKAY.

Now on to the global credit crunch.

In my opinion, the US government are the main culprits.

Sorry, no offense.

But seriously.

The world is suffering because of the Wall Street stock crash and the Lehman collapse.

And that's not what's affecting us.

It's the US government's refusal to boost the ailing banks.

And that causes enormous recession everywhere.

Yay US officials.

...

Not.

So all of us here need to tighten our belts. Cut cost.

Massive inflation and recession.

People not being able to afford much.

Falling birth rates.

Low population growth.

EVERYWHERE.

Really. What is this bullsh**?

Exams are OVER! YESS!!!

2008-10-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

Hello paradise!

Exams are over! WAYY over!

Gimmie five! YESS!! No more studying for what, six hours straight!

No more "Your exams are near! Study! You have to do well to be promoted next year!"!

No more "NagnagnagnagnagnagnagnagnagEXAMnagnagnagnagnagSTUDY!"

FREEDOM!!!

*Ahem*. So maybe i'm exaggerating a bit, but really.

Okay. Calmed down.

Anyway. Now for a longer post.

i'm learning japanese. On my own.

i'm in a school where the principal forces girls into ugly apron like things called PINAFORES.

Also, the principal loves to dig his nose. While on stage. TALKING. Addressing the school.

Oh, and did i mention? He wears a bloody wig.

And he loves to molest the poor microphone.

So, yes, i'm basically in a very suckky school.

i don't have many friends, but i don't really care.

As long as the ones i have are true to their word, and basically, trustable.

Yes, trustable.

i'm a perfectionist, also.

Enough about me.

i gotta go.

Ja, mata ne.

Exams? Almost over. Birthday? Done.

2008-09-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

Mattaku... Mendokusai...

i can't believe i still have like what, 2 papers left to go. This is so sucky...

My birthday is over and guess what? It happened on an EXAM day.

Yup. It sucked.

i mean... Whatever, but this is totally horrible.

My birthday always falls on some important paper.

Horrible? i guess... But it's always nice to have some friends who actually care about you, ya know?

i have two at the moment, and both of them are the best.

Dad's calling. Gotta go.

Bye guys.

Horror is FINALLY over.

2008-09-19T02:49:00.000-07:00

Kami-sama. Arigato.

i've finally finished my EOY(End Of Year)paper.

For a certain language. One that i'm not particularly adept at.

Whatever. Seriously. i hate that particular language.

It seriously pisses me off when i see papers that tough.

Forget it. i'm not gonna go brooding over some stupid pieces of paper.

Maa... i have to go type my fanfictions now. i might just have longer updates in the near future.

Until then, ja.

First entry, eh?

2008-09-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

Ma... First blog entry.

Well, i'm not exactly eager to tell you guys who i am, so for now, just call me Shiro.

Yes, Shiro. Got a problem?

i don't care.

Whatever. XD sorry. Kinda exam-annoyed now. i mean, whatever, but i seriously hate exams.

You wanna know why? BECAUSE THEY SUCK. First paper is tomorrow. Ja, mata ne.